It's a BRAND NEW DAY!

     Today, as is everyday, is a brand new day.  It is a day that I can hope that my pain will be less, it is a day that I can hope that my PD will not progress, and it is a day that I can find some joy in experiencing!  My PD seems worse at night! I barely sleep for more than an hour at a time and then I am wide awake for hours and hours.  My Sciatica pain makes it difficult to go back to sleep.  I should get up and do something productive but I keep hoping that I will fall back to sleep.
       Yesterday at the bereaved mom candle lighting we all talked about how the little things in life that most people complain about are just not big deals, they really aren't. We would all do anything to have our kids back but we all know it is not going to happen. The candle lighting was bittersweet, it was sad but also uplifting and something that we  as bereaved moms can share. My friend Jill wrote the most beautiful poem I have ever heard. She says that she thinks the poems come from her deceased daughter because she wakes up with them in her head. Every mom in the group has such pain to live with yet they are the nicest and most caring women I have ever had the opportunity to share time with.



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